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David Kelly Interview
Captain, Team SCAR
What makes for a good adventure racing team?
There's really no scientific answer or approach to that. It's an art.
But ultimately, people are so shadowy, people are so illusory, that
trying to kind of get a grasp on them and then trying to get a grasp
on
three, four, five people together has to become such an art. And
that's
part of the curse of adventure racing, and I say that tongue in
cheek.
It's also part of the beauty of it, because it really forces you to
focus on human elements and human dynamics.
We spend a lot of time dealing with those human dynamics, talking about
issues. One of our old teammates used to call it 'having hand-holding
sessions.' So if we were to spend, for example, a 48-hour training
weekend, we’d learn technical skills, we’d go out and we’d move it
around and push the endurance limits, but ultimately I’d always
schedule, as team captain, I would always schedule three or four hours
at the end of that session just to deal with human dynamic stuff. Okay,
how did the weekend go? What worked? What didn’t work? How did
people feel about it? What could we change? How could we help each
other out better? How could we work more efficiently and cohesively as
a unit? So we like to have hand-holding sessions, and I think they're
real productive.
How do you form a team that can carry itself through such an
emotionally and physically draining experience?
So much of what makes this sport what it is is the team element,
and
you talk about it, you read about it, you hear about it, and still
people who are new to the sport don't really quite understand the
team
aspect to it. It is all about team. It's not about, 'I'm a stud
athlete.' It's not about, 'I can do this, and I can do that.' It
really, really is about the team. What can we do collectively as a
team? And that's the biggest hurdle that people have, particularly
coming from endurance sports, which are typically solo-based sports.
Ultra running, ultra cycling, triathlons those are all solo sports.
And coming into this sport, you've got to check your ego at the door.
If you don't, stay out, because it's all about team. If you can't
figure out a way to contribute to the team in energy, in emotion, in
technical expertise, whatever, then you're being counterproductive
to
the team and actually, you're a hindrance to them; you're a liability to the team.
How does the team maintain its cohesiveness when you're actually in the race, under all the pressure?
Pretty much end of day three seems to be the cracking point. It seems to be the period at which all the veneers of civility are stripped away and you really get to the core of who people are, for better or for worse. And it's kind of managing that; it's understanding who you are as a person and what your limitations are; what your lowest lows are because you're going to see them and your teammates are going to see them. But it's understanding those ahead of time and understanding how you react in these lousy situations that really makes or breaks an adventure racing team.
All of us can move it around; all of us can ride our mountain bikes and climb rocks and paddle and all that, but when you do it day after day after day for seven to 10 days on little sleep then the fabric of your psyche starts to unravel and if you can't manage that then the fabric of the team, the braid that holds the team together, starts to unravel too. And that's the key to making a good team, to keep that fabric together and it doesn't mean ignoring it, it means looking at it for what it is and addressing it and figuring out a way to keep it all together.
With your experience, what would you say makes for a
good adventure race?
Every good adventure race I've done, and most of them have been
good
ones, don't just test us as people, don't just test our athletic
abilities; they don't just test our endurance capabilities, they test
our mental strengths, our mental tenacity. Because, again, the body
can
do a lot of this. The physical stuff really does become sort of
background noise to all the mental stuff, all the slings and arrows
that
we're subjected to emotionally and mentally. People come into this
sport and they think, 'Okay, I'm a physical stud and I can do this
and I
can do that, physically.' That's great, but you've got to be able to
do it mentally and emotionally, and that's really what makes for a
good
adventure racer and a good adventure racing team.
In looking at the early footage we were drawn in. I just
finished Endurance, the mental torture they experienced and
the
mental fortitude in just surviving, though not on that level, I see parallels.
There's a saying, I think it goes, 'pain is mandatory, suffering is
optional.' And it's the attitude of, hey, something's optional. We
can
get through this. This isn't a big deal. Yeah, it hurts. Yeah, it
sucks. That mental side of it, the positive spin on it is also, I
think, what makes for a great adventure racing team. You know,
this too
will pass.
And if you can take that attitude into it, back to what makes for the
good races, typically just when you think you're through the hardest
point, that you've really kind of pushed over the hump, suddenly
bam! some mental challenge is there. And the race directors, if they know
how to design the course, have designed something and it just will
really, really twist you psychologically. And you can either let
yourself get down over that, or you can rally as a team, laugh at it,
and say, 'You know what? If we get down on this, the race
director's
won. We're not going to let him win.' And you cruise on. And we
take
that attitude into it where we just say, 'This too will pass.'
How about you personally, is there a component of the race
you're
better or worse at? What would you say are your strengths and weaknesses?
Technically and physically, I'm pretty strong and pretty proficient.
But I think my biggest asset to the team, my biggest attribute to
myself, is just my ability to push through some of the pain and just
almost literally pick it up, pick up the pain, put it on a shelf, and
say, 'Okay, I'll come back and revisit you later, maybe after the
finish line. Right now we've got a task at hand and we've got to
push
forward with it.' And I think I've got an ability to do that well.
My weaknesses...god. You know, part of what I look for now in
teammates
is not 'what are your strengths?' but it's 'do you have an
understanding of
what your weaknesses are?' I've got a lot of weaknesses, I think, in
that inevitably I've got that, what we call sometimes an Eco-demon,
that
little guy that sits on your shoulder and says, 'Go ahead, quit. You're
tired. Lay down. You're hungry...' And sometimes I listen to him. I
don't listen to him for very long, but he can kind of creep into the
fissures of my mind on occasion.
What weaknesses do I have? God, I'm sure I've got a thousand of
them.
It's just hard to pinpoint any one or two. I guess if I were to say
what one of my weaknesses is, sometimes I get pretty serious when
I'm
out there. At the same time I can just laugh and roll and giggle
about
stuff, but there are other times when I get pretty serious because
I'm
pretty focused and can be pretty intense. I'd like to think that I'm a
carefree, fun-loving guy, but I can also be pretty intense while I'm
out
there.
Is that your competitive spirit then? What's the focus?
My goal is not to win. My goal is, the focus is, anyway, for us to
operate as efficiently and methodically as possible. If we do that
well, we will win. But the focus is not 'let's stand on the podium;' the
focus is 'let's operate as well as we can.' And that is my
competitiveness. It comes through against myself and, the team
against
itself.
You can't focus too much on the other teams. Now that doesn't
mean that
we don't look at them, we don't know what's going on in the rest of
the
field, because in essence, the race does become this big seven to
10 day strategic chess game. But a lot of that is us kind of
countermoving with ourselves. And then, trying to understand some
of
the psychological implications of doing some of the things we do,
and
how they would affect some of the other teams. And so I do look at
that
also, but first and foremost it's our team, and then okay, then how
do
those moves affect someone else? And there is so much strategy
involved
with this sport. There's so much....First and foremost, above all else, let's get to the finish line. Let's get four worn, sorry butts to the finish line.
What has been the most dramatic occurrence during the past
races? The best or the worst experiences?
Every one of these races is so long and is packed with a cornucopia
of
experiences. There's so much that happens, day in, day out, for
seven
or 10 days, because we're going twenty-two, twenty-three hours a
day.
We're literally moving forward that period. But each race has its
own
unique experiences to it. I think inevitably what would stand out for
me are some of the lowest moments that we've experienced
together, and
on the flip side, some of the highest moments, too.
Last year in Australia at the Eco-Challenge, I had physically and
emotionally the lowest moment I've ever had in an adventure race,
and
that was when I crashed over the side of a bridge. It was day
three
and we were in the top two or three of the teams, and I had a
pretty bad
crash, ended up breaking a couple ribs, got a concussion, had a
bone
chip in my elbow...
On a bike?
On a bike, yeah. And it really pushed us through some mental and
emotional lows as a team also, not just me physically, not just me
emotionally, but the hardest time I had was how we dealt with it as
a
team. The benefit was that ultimately, we were mature enough and
we
were experienced enough, and we cared for each other enough to
pull
through it, but we hit a pretty big trough collectively as a team.
How do you feel about racing in Morocco?
Every Eco-Challenge has been in a really unique environment with
its
own unique micro environments and micro climates and all that, from
Utah
to British Columbia to Australia. And suddenly now we're in
northwest
Africa, where we've got the Sahara Desert, we've got the high Atlas
Mountains that go up to thirteen and a half thousand feet, we've got
the
Atlantic Ocean, we've got cedar forests, we've got everything. And
all
embedded in this culture, this Moroccan culture with the ancient
Berber
tribes. It'll be fascinating, and I can only use my imagination at this
point and do some research and try and understand exactly what
it's
going to be like. But true to every other Eco-Challenge, you just
don't
know till you finally get there.
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